I. Can’t. Read.

You.

I always feel like I missed something during childhood that would have explained everything, that would give me the power to understand other people.  I have no idea what you think of me.  I don’t know if you hate me, like me, tolerate me, want my babies- I don’t fucking know.  If you’re not wearing a huge sign that explains your feelings, I’m pretty clueless.  And I suppose the same thing could be said for me.  I’ve been told I’m very hard to read.  The uncertainty eats at me, to say the least.